Back then, I had myself convinced that through out the months that we have spent together, sharing jokes, laughing at the silliest of things and even talking at the wee hour of the night about the things that troubled us and the things that fill us with hope for the future, I had myself believed that I have finally seen right through you.
The real you.
That out of all the people that I have encountered, you’re the one that stands out.
You never cared how people view you, you’re authenticity and you’re genuine heart makes you shine and sometimes, I think you’re oblivious to it, which makes it even more genuine.
You just love the people around you. You love.
And it’s for that very reason that I have grown to honestly love you.
And I believe it was only a matter of time,
I believe it was inevitable.
But then i realised, it was actually the other way around.
It was you who have actually seen right through me.
When I thought I was invincible,
you saw me.
You made me feel like I am a good person especially at times when I know I’m not.
You really do.
When I thought I couldn’t get any lower than where I was, you say one thing, you do one thing and suddenly, I feel like I can conquer anything.
You are everything and more.
Anyone who have crossed path with you is so very lucky.
I know I am.
I know that you will never get to read this, I don’t know if I will ever get the nerve to tell you this, but at least, by putting this up here, somehow, it would be as if I am sending this to you already.
I guess, what I really wanted to say is that
I love you for all that you are and for all that you are going to be and I hope that it’s in the Lord.
No matter what the future will bring us, or where it will take us, one thing is for sure,
You will always have a special place in my heart.